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Dip 05:47
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2 04:47
I remember when you were happy I remember when you were happy What happened to you when I was away You will never be whole again You will never be whole again When the absurdity hits you You will never be whole again (Walk out that door) So be truthful with yourself Don't be the fool if you can There's nothing left for you here You will live in the dark You will never escape Your own shadow This is all your fault This is all your fault You left a piece of yourself Don't try to trick anyone (I'll never be who I once was)
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3 04:24
Could you just try to say something I'll take anything you've got I know that you're not used to talking But you know that I'm not used to not But it got so bad that I'm singing And I'll never show you what I've got I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I wish you could talk I hate that I still allow these things To get to me After all of this time I know that you're not used to talking But you know that I'm not used to not But it got so bad that I'm singing When I finish this track, I hope it'll be gone
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5 04:16
And the friends that I make outside Are exceptions to a rule that dictates how I talk to everyone no matter the person In the same way, you get what you get I didn't think that I'd live past 14 But here I am singing into a Tascam Formulating these lines to have an equal Balance of misery and fun You caught me smiling Again (What's my fucking problem?) (I hate your receptionist She looks at me like I'm r------- When I'm filling out your forms) (You will bear witness) You caught me smiling Again One of these days you'll kill me for real (And the friends that I make outside Are exceptions to a rule that dictates how) There's no point in being poetic One of these days you'll kill me for real
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6 04:54
I'm tired of being bitter, I just want to be saved I will bathe in a pool of my own filth I'll mumble these words underneath my breath When I get home I'd hate to forget This tune always plays inside my head But I'll never...
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8 05:37
When you sent me a package for my birthday I kept every scrap and tore the sticker away And it tore off halfway and left some residue but it's okay It still says your name and your address and that's fine by me I kept the newspaper too, and the plastic Because I know it was your hands that wrapped it And I wish that I could tell you better some way But I don't have the faintest clue what I'd say And I don't know what I'll do And I don't know what I'm good at anymore But I don't care, and I won't let it worry me I don't care, and I won't let it worry me I don't hate myself because you love me And I wish that I could say that word more freely But I don't care, and I won't let it worry me I don't care, I won't let it worry me
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I never knew you at your best I hope you get some rest I heard that you detest The indignities of your condition I wasn't there at the end And you bequeathed to the wrong name And I wish I got to know you better But it's okay, it's all okay All these beautiful things All these beautiful things Your family And the color yellow I'm scared of death again It took too long to get here I hope you're comfortable Wherever you are I wasn't there at the end And you bequeathed to the wrong name And I never got to know you better I wish I got to know you better I don't know who I am I don't really know who you were I saw pictures of you on the wall Didn't recognize you at first I don't believe in heaven But I think you'll hear my words If I sing this hard enough A piece of you will come back down I don't believe in heaven But I think you'll hear my words If I sing this hard enough A piece of you will come back down

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i had a dream that i heard some kind of album on bandcamp that sounded like this so i set out to make it

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released March 27, 2021

special thanks to xin li and henk f. arnoldus for their paper "propagation of electric dipole radiation through a medium" (www.hindawi.com/journals/isrn/2012/856748/), one of the diagrams is the cover for this album

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One Eyed Bastard Frog Oberlin, Ohio

im mark i make tunes

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